On Reading the first book

I  promised myself I'd read "The Book"  I will not be contented with what I saw, too curious as to how it was really written, I know a lot of movies, based on a novel, was usually changed a lot. I wanted to confirm how I felt about the movie, was watching it five times reasonable? 

It has been years since I last read a book, I have forgotten the title of that book or if I was even able to finish it, a lot of things kept me from even opening the first page of my collections I scoured in booksales.  I have a lot of good authors for I only read those that will affect or have an effect on my intellect in some degree, I am very choosy you know, I owe it to my previous English teachers. God knows how much I admired their intelligence that I dreamt of being one of them. 

My sister borrowed the first book for me, I read it from 7:30 in the morning and I finished past 5 pm already, if I haven't had to do lots of things I could have read that in less than 3 hours like I used to. I was a bit disappointed that a lot of good parts in the book wasn't in the movie, but it was okay.

If someone would I ask me how I feel about it today, I'd say, "Yes, definitely into Edward".  I might not have told you this before but right after watching the movie, I started looking for videos in youtube that has Rob, Kristen or Twilight in it, downloading pictures, looking for the OST etc. It took most of my day and night time, I'm not sure why it seems like I was never satisfied with what I find, I had tons of Rob pix, his songs, etc. but nothing satisfied me, then I would find myself back to the movie

It wasn't until yesterday that my older sister made a comment that a lof of those who watched the movie, are or were in love not with the actor, Rob, but with his character, it was only then that my mind was appeased. I didn't look for interviews anymore, nor was I interested with Rob, I became more engrosed with the idea of Edward, wishing someday, I'd have my own Edward, then I asked myself, "Does he really have to be vampire?". 

A whole lot of questions that need to be answered, well I'm not going in there now.... 

So I was done reading the a 500-paged book in like 12 hours, I know ... I wasn't proud myself.  But it was okay, I know I wasn't in a hurry I was taking my time, and I'm glad I did, I was able to separate the movie from the book and have learned to love them both. Reading it once was not enough, so I read it again, 5 hours later, and I'll probably do it again and again, before I have to return the book this weekend, I just can't get over some parts that gives me the butterflies. 

Now, my hunt is on the second book, I'm totally excited!