Saturday, July 9, 2011

STOP PLAYING


I've been through a lot, the last thing i need is a person like you playing with my heart. How can it be that you're sweet night, when we're together, and treat me like i don't exist when we see each other? You say "don't think about happiness, cause happiness is something that happens when you take care of the one that makes you happy". How can it be? When i've take care of you and you, yet it doesn't mean anything to you? You want me to "be there".. yes when i need you..you're out sight. so i ask myself, r u worth it? i do hope you realize what you're doing, cause when i get tired, there won't be ME in your life..

Tuesday, June 28, 2011

do you care?


care to hug me?
i feel lonely and i need you beside me...

care to look at me?
i can't take it anymore you're all i see...

care to kiss me?
i miss you so badly i just can't let it be...

care to love me?
cause i can no longer live with the promises... don't leave me...

Friday, March 4, 2011

Wasting...


Spent the days
waiting for you...

Spent the nights
dreaming about you...

Spent my whole afternoon looking for you...

while we sit there
waiting
talking about nothing at all.


Sunday, February 20, 2011

I Think I Saw You


I think I saw you
yesterday...
while walking in the park
while going to the hotel..
you were there
walking away..

I think I saw you
last night
carrying your bag
hoping so bad you'd look back..
but you didn't.

I think I saw you
this morning..
while i was riding in a bus
If I could only shout to get your attention

And you looked at me...
that wasn't the eyes I stared at for days,
that wasn't the smile I longed to see in the morning,
that wasn't the lips I've been dying to kiss...

I guess it wasn't you
but
I think I saw you.


-jpv

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

The Wedding

So I've got a wedding to attend, two days from now, and I've been very excited about for a month now, that I never really thought about the important things...what am I going to wear? How will I get there..since I live like 2 hours away from where it will be held, and what am I going to buy for a present? So two days from now I still don't have a dress, a gift....I can't wait!

Anyway,

My sister called me yesterday, was she worried? I'm not sure but she asked me if I didn't go online the past 4 days, well, I simply told her I did, it's just that every site I click, I see Twilight. Sorry sis... I'm sure a lot of you understand how I feel :)

Thursday, April 9, 2009

On Reading the first book



I  promised myself I'd read "The Book"  I will not be contented with what I saw, too curious as to how it was really written, I know a lot of movies, based on a novel, was usually changed a lot. I wanted to confirm how I felt about the movie, was watching it five times reasonable? 

It has been years since I last read a book, I have forgotten the title of that book or if I was even able to finish it, a lot of things kept me from even opening the first page of my collections I scoured in booksales.  I have a lot of good authors for I only read those that will affect or have an effect on my intellect in some degree, I am very choosy you know, I owe it to my previous English teachers. God knows how much I admired their intelligence that I dreamt of being one of them. 

My sister borrowed the first book for me, I read it from 7:30 in the morning and I finished past 5 pm already, if I haven't had to do lots of things I could have read that in less than 3 hours like I used to. I was a bit disappointed that a lot of good parts in the book wasn't in the movie, but it was okay.

If someone would I ask me how I feel about it today, I'd say, "Yes, definitely into Edward".  I might not have told you this before but right after watching the movie, I started looking for videos in youtube that has Rob, Kristen or Twilight in it, downloading pictures, looking for the OST etc. It took most of my day and night time, I'm not sure why it seems like I was never satisfied with what I find, I had tons of Rob pix, his songs, etc. but nothing satisfied me, then I would find myself back to the movie

It wasn't until yesterday that my older sister made a comment that a lof of those who watched the movie, are or were in love not with the actor, Rob, but with his character, it was only then that my mind was appeased. I didn't look for interviews anymore, nor was I interested with Rob, I became more engrosed with the idea of Edward, wishing someday, I'd have my own Edward, then I asked myself, "Does he really have to be vampire?". 

A whole lot of questions that need to be answered, well I'm not going in there now.... 

So I was done reading the a 500-paged book in like 12 hours, I know ... I wasn't proud myself.  But it was okay, I know I wasn't in a hurry I was taking my time, and I'm glad I did, I was able to separate the movie from the book and have learned to love them both. Reading it once was not enough, so I read it again, 5 hours later, and I'll probably do it again and again, before I have to return the book this weekend, I just can't get over some parts that gives me the butterflies. 

Now, my hunt is on the second book, I'm totally excited!

Sunday, April 5, 2009

The Frenzy Begins


Just watched Twilight, what could I say? It was okay, I think the first part was a little bit boring ... too slow for me but I have to say, most of the good scenes are there. The movie started a frenzy for me, and I know I just have to watch it again and again. I now call myself the Twilight girl after watching the movie five times nonstop that I slept at 4 am.