STOP PLAYING

I've been through a lot, the last thing i need is a person like you playing with my heart. How can it be that you're sweet night, when we're together, and treat me like i don't exist when we see each other? You say "don't think about happiness, cause happiness is something that happens when you take care of the one that makes you happy". How can it be? When i've take care of you and you, yet it doesn't mean anything to you? You want me to "be there".. yes when i need you..you're out sight. so i ask myself, r u worth it? i do hope you realize what you're doing, cause when i get tired, there won't be ME in your life..

do you care?

care to hug me?

i feel lonely and i need you beside me...

care to look at me?

i can't take it anymore you're all i see...

care to kiss me?

i miss you so badly i just can't let it be...

care to love me?

cause i can no longer live with the promises... don't leave me...

Wasting...

Spent the days

waiting for you...

Spent the nights

dreaming about you...

Spent my whole afternoon looking for you...

while we sit there

waiting

talking about nothing at all.

I Think I Saw You

I think I saw you

yesterday...

while walking in the park

while going to the hotel..

you were there

walking away..

I think I saw you

last night

carrying your bag

hoping so bad you'd look back..

but you didn't.

I think I saw you

this morning..

while i was riding in a bus

If I could only shout to get your attention

And you looked at me...

that wasn't the eyes I stared at for days,

that wasn't the smile I longed to see in the morning,

that wasn't the lips I've been dying to kiss...

I guess it wasn't you

but

I think I saw you.

-jpv